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I got my corn flakes and was walkin towards an empty table in the far corner and grabbed today's Hindu on my way ... i came in late .. missed my bus by jus two min ... so went back home and watched TV for a while and went to the library and started from home by around ten when i was sure the morning traffic musta come down .. went for petrol for my Robbie (my handsome one yr old honda activa) .. and i was wrong bot the traffic caz t'was worse than usual and after much cursing and also receiving some for my share from co-bikers, i reached office totally exhausted .. and i looked like a scarecrow !! :-/ .. and was famished .. so here i was, in the cafeteria for breakfast .. as i was recollecting my skilled driving, and bot the unfortunate ones who didnt realise it yet :P .. when suddenly i tripped over s'thing hard and felt myself fallin .. fallin .. and still fallin .....
can't tel u exactly for how long i kept fallin down and down but finally i hit land .. hard and rough .. and it hurt .. and also the foot which hit the hard thing in the cafeteria .. hey , jus a min .. i was in cafe but wre am i NOW?? okie .. i 'm in total darkness so i dunno wre i am .. but it sure is eeire ... i ve alwayz read bot spooky places in story books and longed to be in one but today, i know better ... 'm i scared?? cha cha .. anu is a brave gal .. (mummy !!! wru???!! ) .. i probed my way around and banged into walls(??!! must be stone walls .. man it hurts) .. okie .. enough is enuogh .. 'm not playin this game anymore .. i sat down and started nursing my hurt leg .. which by now had stopped bleeding ..
suddenly there was a blindin light and i found myself staring at an open doorway in the far end of the long passage i was in .. and then, i gaped as a small figure walked out .. couldn't make out who t'was .. the person was approaching me .. he came closer and closer .. now i was able to make out that t'was a She and not He .. hey . t'was the kid who begged for money when i was waiting in the traffic signal today morning .. wat was she doin here?? or rather wat was i doin here??? and most importantly, wat place was this?? the place, even though eerie and cold, felt very familiar .. very familiar .. like i ve alwayz known this place .. like i knew my home .. but yet, i knew i ve never frequented it much .. ?????? ...
"Hellllooooooo??" .- i shouted .. but got no response .. the gal was jus a few feet away from me now .. and now i could also make out the long pole in her hand .. she was jabbing it at me .. oh no .. i realised the reason for her bein angry with me .. i didnt give her money but i felt that kids must not be encouraged to beg and thats y didnt give her .. "hey .. dont hurt me .. i didnt give caz of a reason" .. there was no change in her .. she was approaching me in the same slow and steady pace ..
suddenly, the gal changed into the shop guy i had shouted at yesterday .. he looked very angry and was cursing me and approachin me with wat looked like the same pole the gal had .. i blinked my eyes not sure if i was seein rite .. r my eyes playing games with me?? wre 'm i?? y r all these ppl here??
and then, before my wide open eyes, the guy vanished and in his place,i saw the gypsy lady and her two kids .. i see 'em everyday .. they had mounted their tent in a waste land on my way to work .. i usually peek out thro my window (when i travel by company bus) to c'em and the other gypsy neighbours of theirs .. they r an interesting group to me .. and then there was this blasted rain in Chennai which flooded their tents .. i was so unhappy and i used to stare at the empty , flooded tents .. then one fine day, they wre back .. and occupied their damp tents .. i musta helped 'em .. but all i did was tel my ma and my frenz bot 'em and how bad i felt for 'em .. now seein her and her kids advancing towards me, i felt guilty ..... and ashamed ...
by now, she was very near .. and then suddenly i saw so many ppl all around me .. the dobi(iron guy) i had scolded for bringin in my ironed clothes late .. my maid who had got scoldings from me for throwing away an important sheet of paper which i had left on top of the refrigerator ..the top house guy with whom i fought for he scratchced my Robbie while takin his stupid vehicle out .. and my bro with his favourite red bag which i brought here to chennai without him knowin .. and many others .. all advancing towards me and suddenly i knew wre i was .. my conscience .. didnt know my conscience had such a big space (didnt know it had a space , for that matter .. alwayz thought conscince was jus a voice).. with so many incidents in it .. probably accumulated over these twenty three yrs of my life .. and suddenly i felt a sharp pain in my head .. and felt all the ppl raising watever they had in their hands to hit me ...
"Maaaaaaaaaaaaa!! ammAAAa !! .... Noooooooooo ... dont hit me .. 'm soooo sorryyyy .. maaaaAAAAA" ...
"idiot wake up .. wat the hell is the prob with u" - my bro .. oh .. me at home .. had come y'day for the weekend ... "nothing da .. a bad dream" ... him -"oh .. for all the sins u ve done, there must b some sorta realisation ways .. gud that ur dream is takin care of that" ..how did he know?!!! .. "poda .. poi velaya paaru .. talkin like a grandma" ..
hey its interesting!! what had you done to avoid such dreams again ??
nothing .. i never told u i didnt ve the nightmares again .. :P
In my dreams, I get all pretty girls :D But they come to jab me in a more than friendly way :-p Oh and the even swear at me, "Go get a life"!!
Good post..what about the frnz whom you gave a really hard time..did they too show up ?
oh yeah sure .. only the ones who gave ME a hard time didnt .. so u didnt obviously ... :P and as for ur dreams, buddy at least in ur dreams u gotta hear from 'em .. unfortunately for Maya though ..
Me too running with bad dreams for a while yaar! dunno why?
che che... i am not a bad boy, i never done any ill to others...
:P who knows .. chumma here u r not tellin .. but then reality speaks a different story probably .. so there goes ur reason for nightmares .. ;)
Well, I thought in the end it would have been a dream but when you woke up, to see your mother also holding a stick in her hand and saying "Enna ma achu?". :) Well that would have been scarier than the dream.
wel wel Sid .. hope my ma never gets to read this comment of ur's ... or she mite ve a gud mind to try it some time .. ;)
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